I'm so glad you wrote. There are three articles that you should read explaining God's kind of love and the kind of love the world offers. When we give love to others, using God's truth and the standards He set, it creates bonded relationships that leave people fulfilled and secure in their personal lives. Those articles are found here. Pray before you read them that God will open your heart to His true love and that He will send people into your life who will respond to what you have learned. May God truly bless you.