If you really love him then you will do everything possible to bring God into his life and the lives of you and your children. God is the only one who can work this kind of situation out in a satisfactory manner. You say he denies their relationship; that's normal for anyone without salvation and the love of Jesus Christ flowing through their heart. If he is saying that then the thing to do is take him at his word and be free from the bondage those thoughts bring to your mind. If you really love him and want to save him from destroying the rest of his life then change your thought process.

Questioning him about the relationship or wishing it wasn't happening won't change him. Changes in a person's heart take place when they repent of their sin and take Jesus as their Lord. Then as they grow the heart or desires of a person are influenced by the Holy Spirit to do the right things at all times. In this way each person has the ability to become what God wants them to be and is pleasing to everyone around them. Your husband needs the power of salvation and the Holy Spirit moving for him and through him.

If you want to save your family from more heartache then set a new standard in your lifestyle. Focus on the future and never look back. Get the Holy Spirit moving in your home by reading your Bible, praying and worshiping the Lord. It will begin the healing process for all of you. Speak the Word of God in your conversations; which will come as you read or listen to the Bible. It gives the Holy Spirit something to work with in the heart of the other person. Faith or belief that comes from the Bible opens the mind and heart of a person to the knowledge of the greatness that God wants to produce in their lives. Without that knowledge a person believes that sinful ways are right and fulfilling until they find out how much damage it has caused.

Proverbs 14:12 also Proverbs 16:25 There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

Proverbs 12:15 The way of a fool seems right to him, but a wise man listens to advice.

You must "show" your husband the new way that your family is going to live from now on. Then you won't be sick of the problem because you have passed beyond that wall of despair. Pray that

Don't think about the past anymore it's a tool for Satan to depress you. What your husband did or will do is his responsibility, not yours. The day will come when he'll have to answer to God for his mistakes. Your job, as his wife, is to help him find a life in Christ that will lead to righteous living. There isn't anything that you can do at this time that is more important. So go for God with everything you have in you! Keep your mind on the future you desire and on the good things of God that you find in the Bible or see through others. Be thankful for every good thing in your live. Thanksgiving moves the heart of God. When a spouse has been hurt so much but they find the strength to take control, by keeping their own mind on the promises of God, then the Holy Spirit produces major changes in the whole family.

Philippians 4:8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, if anything is excellent or praiseworthy, think about such things.

If your husband will go with you to our Salvation Prayer Page, pray together and give your hearts to the Lord. Since he says he needs you and your strength is going to come from the Lord, encourage him to grow with you and start a new beginning. Salvation will wash all his sins away, then together you will be able to decide what to do about the other child. If he feels he has to support the child then don't be upset by it. It doesn't mean that he has to maintain a relationship with the child's mother. Many people have to pay a price for the sins they committed before they found Jesus. Encourage him and lift him up the way Jesus would do. Pondering on the story of how Jesus treated the woman who was caught in adultery will help you to be Christ like in your actions toward him.

John 8: 1-11 But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, "Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?" They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.

But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her." Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.

At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing there. Jesus straightened up and asked her, "Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?"

"No one, sir," she said.
"Then neither do I condemn you," Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."

Jesus took pity on her because she was lost in sin, so he gave her an opportunity for a new life. Don't let anger or hurt rob you or your husband of that new life. Talk to him and be understanding of whatever he says. Even if what he says hurts; pray at that moment and let Jesus give you strength, knowledge and wisdom to help him. Pray together and guide him in the ways of the Lord. Create the intimacy you once had and begin to trust again since he has chosen you over the other woman. When he says he loves you and needs you he is crying for help, which means he wants that new life with you but doesn't know how to get it. Start over together but this time keep him grounded in the Word of God. Clean house of anything that is against God's will for you and create an atmosphere that invites the presence of the Lord to live there. Put the time and effort into your new life in Christ so it will be stable and the two of you will have many full, prosperous and happy years ahead.

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