I am so glad you wrote. It is so easy to be saved and become a born again Christian. All you need to do is to repent of the sins of your past; that is the time that you didn’t have Jesus living in your heart to teach you God’s way of living and doing right.
1John 1:8-9 If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
Since you have set it in your heart and mind to follow Jesus please go to our Salvation Prayer Page and make Jesus Lord over your life. You can read the prayer there if you like or you can talk to the Lord on your own inviting Him into your heart. Then you will be able to talk to Him anytime and God will always hear you. If you sin or do something you feel is wrong after you have been saved quickly repent. God forgives and forgets and you can move on living in the righteousness of God.
Psalms 103:12 as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.
Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, let us reason together," says the Lord. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.
Begin to read God's Holy Bible daily starting in the New Testament so you can quickly learn. Then He will take care of all your needs. If you don't have a Bible you can read it on the Internet. You will want to read Where To Get The Bible You Need it has a lot of information that will help you grow.
You will also find some good ministries that will teach you in my article God's Anointing On TV And The Internet
I pray that you receive God's best and that someday in eternity we take a walk together by The River Of Life.
Cherie